So. My new goal for finishing my first draft of my book is by the end of this break, not the beginning of Thanksgiving break...so, October 27 instead of November 26. About a month earlier. My last journal entry I was at page 154 and now I'm at 177, shooting for 180 before bed. And then, if I get this done, I want to do National Novel Writing Month. 50,000 words in 30 days. I'm not sure I'll do it, though, because I might want a break after all this crazy writing I've been doing lately. How's everybody's life going?

Oh. And I've felt constantly nervous lately. It's so annoying and it won't go away. I'm nervous about anything and everything. Just constant nerves. And the fact that what is happening to my character in my book is making me feel defeated and sad, like it has actually happened to me, doesn't help. Oh well...